Showing posts with label The Cyber Punk Blues. Show all posts
Showing posts with label The Cyber Punk Blues. Show all posts

Thursday, February 14, 2008

I Feel rebuilted, the air, the darkness, can feel more freed. I have seen too many images, information. For one thing sure a lot of has been taken away from me, but I have got something new.

=some thing is tingling my back=

=I feel it, they have been feeding me again=

=I feel the thing is moving=

=I am knocking on the walls=

Damn its thick, I hear nothing I can just feel. This hole thing is been chaotic.

= I have to settle this down=

=I looking for a door crack with my hands=

Damn nothing its feel like polished steel.

=I am looking for a corner=

O.k. if it's moving its probably have to reach some where… Man this thing has started from my mind I was dreaming about these weird images, and I woke up to the dream. But I feel more a live then in … that dream or is it, ah! What can be real now?! This is too damn big I can't process it. I used to have a life job wife kids, it's all vanished or I had hitting in a car accident, and woke up somewhere else. I can't remember how this whole thing has started. These houses, these cables man this is all just… inhuman. What do they need us for… alive and damn they were in good shape even me.

= I feel it slowing down=

=I can see bright light is starting to build from to parallel lines and one horizontal to them connecting them, it slides downwards. My eyes are adjusting to the light and I am starting to get a clear image =

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Fade

I feel so heavy, this is to heavy on me.
my mind is aching and scream.

this is have to be a fiction it not true.

=I am fading away=


I cant fall now

=I am hungry=
=My legs have cant hold my waight=
=they are all seem so healthy=

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Figure it out

All the people are wired up.
These cables and these poles.

They all transfer the information.

i got to figure this one out

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Behind a glass

She stood behind me...
the same exact accommodation.
a friggin big glass.

Who the hell is watching us.



The land was covered with this accommodation units it was vast.
=My body is shaken=
fuck!, where will i go!

=i am running=


i have passed so many of them
there are all occupied,

= halt=

so many, who is monitoring us.
they all look quite in shape.


they all seem health, well treated.
but seem empty.

Monday, December 3, 2007

Reflection

I found it.
the mirror was a glass.
of what used to accommodate me.
it was not even a window
a plain big glass


what is that?
there is another accommodation unit behind me.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Phase 1

I feel monitored.
I cannot do it!!!
Everybody is watching me.

All the cables are reaching
They dig inside of my flesh.
they change it to something else
I am getting materialized.

I cannot disconnect
its already pluged in deep
They have infiltrated,
My inner soul

I am been Sucked in to the unknown of society,
the visual flashes and sounds are too intense.

I cannot leave its behind, it wont come off my head
I can even feel the streams going back and forth in my head.

oceans of information.

i want to get out.

save me oh mighty one.
are you there?

he is never there
he got lost in the ocean of information

I have managed to find my self in the dark path.
The web caught me.

If i move and try to escape i'll get tangled.
They have all ready started

eaten my soul.

Seeing my home and i can even touch it.
I cannot enter, is it home?

probably just an image in my head

I had to cut the cables to set free.
I just want to get into my home!

They were all over me, I could smell my blood that used to stream in them.

They sucked the truth out of me.
and feed me with lies.

I feel revealed, I feel...

empty.

Pha this is what i wanted,
now i can feel the truth.
--------
how did it happen?
maybe this is a dream?

it feels pretty real.
the air atoms are hitting my skin.
I can feel the coldness.
like it was something materialistic.

its feels more real then life!
My body is heavy.
I can taste the air.
and the smell...
I can't even describe it.

what do i do now?
My family!
are they real?

Oh!

fucking 30 years of my life is a waste!
or am I 30 years old!?

...

I need a mirror.






Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Reveal

The house is empty
Not even a bed.
its was all a fucking illusion!

All of my accomplishments and my life...
where is it?
how did it happen?
maybe this is a dream?

it feels pretty real.
the air atoms are hitting my skin.
I can feel the coldness.
like it was something materialistic.

its feels more real then life!
My body is heavy.
I can taste the air.
and the smell...
I can't even describe it.

what do i do now?
My family!
are they real?

Oh!

fucking 30 years of my life is a waste!
or am I 30 years old!?

...

I need a mirror.

Monday, October 15, 2007

That Warm Place

I have managed to find my self in the dark path.
The web caught me.

If i move and try to escape i'll get tangled.
They have all ready started

eaten my soul.

Seeing my home and i can even touch it.
I cannot enter, is it home?

probably just an image in my head

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Swim


I am been Sucked in to the unknown of society,
the visual flashes and sounds are too intense.

I cannot leave its behind, it wont come off my head
I can even feel the streams going back and forth in my head.

oceans of information.

i want to get out.

save me oh mighty one.
are you there?

he is never there
he got lost in the ocean of information

Monday, October 1, 2007

Monitor


I feel monitored.
I cannot do it!!!
Everybody is watching me.

All the cables are reaching
They dig inside of my flesh.
they change it to something else
I am getting materialized.

I cannot disconnect
its already pluged in deep
They have infiltrated,
My inner soul


I AM NAKED