Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Behind a glass

She stood behind me...
the same exact accommodation.
a friggin big glass.

Who the hell is watching us.



The land was covered with this accommodation units it was vast.
=My body is shaken=
fuck!, where will i go!

=i am running=


i have passed so many of them
there are all occupied,

= halt=

so many, who is monitoring us.
they all look quite in shape.


they all seem health, well treated.
but seem empty.

Monday, December 3, 2007

Reflection

I found it.
the mirror was a glass.
of what used to accommodate me.
it was not even a window
a plain big glass


what is that?
there is another accommodation unit behind me.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Phase 1

I feel monitored.
I cannot do it!!!
Everybody is watching me.

All the cables are reaching
They dig inside of my flesh.
they change it to something else
I am getting materialized.

I cannot disconnect
its already pluged in deep
They have infiltrated,
My inner soul

I am been Sucked in to the unknown of society,
the visual flashes and sounds are too intense.

I cannot leave its behind, it wont come off my head
I can even feel the streams going back and forth in my head.

oceans of information.

i want to get out.

save me oh mighty one.
are you there?

he is never there
he got lost in the ocean of information

I have managed to find my self in the dark path.
The web caught me.

If i move and try to escape i'll get tangled.
They have all ready started

eaten my soul.

Seeing my home and i can even touch it.
I cannot enter, is it home?

probably just an image in my head

I had to cut the cables to set free.
I just want to get into my home!

They were all over me, I could smell my blood that used to stream in them.

They sucked the truth out of me.
and feed me with lies.

I feel revealed, I feel...

empty.

Pha this is what i wanted,
now i can feel the truth.
--------
how did it happen?
maybe this is a dream?

it feels pretty real.
the air atoms are hitting my skin.
I can feel the coldness.
like it was something materialistic.

its feels more real then life!
My body is heavy.
I can taste the air.
and the smell...
I can't even describe it.

what do i do now?
My family!
are they real?

Oh!

fucking 30 years of my life is a waste!
or am I 30 years old!?

...

I need a mirror.






Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Reveal

The house is empty
Not even a bed.
its was all a fucking illusion!

All of my accomplishments and my life...
where is it?
how did it happen?
maybe this is a dream?

it feels pretty real.
the air atoms are hitting my skin.
I can feel the coldness.
like it was something materialistic.

its feels more real then life!
My body is heavy.
I can taste the air.
and the smell...
I can't even describe it.

what do i do now?
My family!
are they real?

Oh!

fucking 30 years of my life is a waste!
or am I 30 years old!?

...

I need a mirror.

Monday, November 5, 2007

Cut the Cables!


I had to cut the cables to set free.
I just want to get into my home!


They were all over me, I could smell my blood that used to stream in them.

They sucked the truth out of me.
and feed me with lies.

I feel revealed, I feel...

empty.

Pha this is what i wanted,
now i can feel the truth.

Monday, October 15, 2007

That Warm Place

I have managed to find my self in the dark path.
The web caught me.

If i move and try to escape i'll get tangled.
They have all ready started

eaten my soul.

Seeing my home and i can even touch it.
I cannot enter, is it home?

probably just an image in my head

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Swim


I am been Sucked in to the unknown of society,
the visual flashes and sounds are too intense.

I cannot leave its behind, it wont come off my head
I can even feel the streams going back and forth in my head.

oceans of information.

i want to get out.

save me oh mighty one.
are you there?

he is never there
he got lost in the ocean of information

Monday, October 1, 2007

Monitor


I feel monitored.
I cannot do it!!!
Everybody is watching me.

All the cables are reaching
They dig inside of my flesh.
they change it to something else
I am getting materialized.

I cannot disconnect
its already pluged in deep
They have infiltrated,
My inner soul


I AM NAKED

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

An ex-Alien named Joe

I saw it today on my way home!
An Alien has been shot.
He was just passing by
he just wanted to see humans.
like he read in the books

poor alien
He was so exited to see us.
we ware too defensive.
we could love the alien.

His name was Joe
We could have been friends.
.
.
(<)_(>)

Monday, September 24, 2007

Drive me

Nothing is real, The things that i deal with
is fake!
Why do i do it, what drives me>>>
its all emptiness.
When i will find may way.

I feel like i throw up every time i create.

I just want to live peacefully

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

This is what we get for.
For... Living?
Living here on earth?

Do we really need to drain every thing
In the end only money and radioactive fallout will remain
We are here now.

But We will have no Tomorrow !


No illustration Today :(

Sunday, September 9, 2007

War/Sex/Hunger/Conflicts

There are only dead people now.
War/Sex/Hunger/Conflicts.

Its the Human Nature.
World Peace is far away.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Real life junk mail


Click on image to zoom in

Poor Matt

Distant Glow

She said that she can not talk to my by phone.
she said I can't reach her with my voice.
I need to see her.
I need to feel her.
The words are not coming out, but my body rages for her.
"I need her warm touch" - My body whispers me.
Through the phone its sounds so distant.
I can not help my self, I fake it through words.
Its only real when your here.
Standing here.
you project your glow that calls me and tells me how to reach you.


Sunday, September 2, 2007

R.I.P iPod


My iPod died three days ago.
I used to have it for 2 years, and it just died on me while i was listening to it on the train.
It just got stuck!
My beloved iPod.
turn on again and showed me his sad face, telling me that i could never listen to songs with him again.
oh the ipod, how i love to ride the train with him.
he knew how to shuffle.
he knew just what i liked.